Mockingjay (may contain spoilers)

I finished reading Mockingjay this morning and to be honest have been in a somewhat depressed state since. This is not due to finishing the book knowing that there won't be another one, but because the main character lost her sister. It amazes me how sometimes things come out of the blue and make me relive the events of my sisters passing. I didn't see it coming in this book like I did with Harry Potter. With that one I knew the deaths were going to be tough because I had years to become attached to the characters. This was different, but affected me somewhat the same. I guess if I wanted to avoid feeling like this I wouldn't read books, or see movies or even listen to music, I wouldn't be able to live at all because some things just bring back memories, whether they are good or bad. For a moment I thought "why do I do this to myself?" Only to answer myself almost instantly "because this is life." And even though it hurts sometimes you have to always keep faith, and believe that the sun will shine again. xo